#and i also only know something abt Dion.

[astrxealis]

i will ignore ffvii until i play rebirth myself bcs just looking at art makes me want to cry (good) already

[rodyaaquata]

I think you all need to know more about my precious f/o's and my beloved selfsona ^_^

Their name is Rodya or Salt, they're werewolf and a guess they seventeen (just like me hehe)

So, i know that no one (even bros who knows Russian) would understand what i writed on this "ref" so i guess i should make it a bit clear (and + for myself)

Genderless

Possibly aroace

Smokes

Animal habits are pronounced too clearly

Likes to show up unexpectedly in places (and scare others with it)

Nice youngish, positive

Turns in a wolf because they want to or because of intense bad emotions

Know English and French

Sasha (nein) their crush/boyfriend/whatever they just like him very much

Loves raw meat

I remember that i said earlier that i don't have a story for them, what actually partically true, but i once write somethin abt them and you know, they remind me of mery sue a little bit.

TW next i would talking about some unpleasant things like sex, drugs and bad childhood/parents

If i would talking completely honestly, most of things that i put through my sweet selfsona i experienced myself.

They didn't had a really good environment as child, father was one of abusers, mom wasn't sure how dealing with her own emotions and most of childhood Salt was neglected. I myself was going through something bad as child but i wouldn't say because I'm not fully comfortable yet, but Salt themself worked in porn industry because they didn't know anything better and because of this they have hypersexuality.

I had thoughts that they would had worked as drug dealer, it would make their past more darker, but I'm still thinking about it.

Actually i think everything i do to salt is just makes their life so pathetically bad, at least in past. And yes they are traumatized.

And once i did a "Humanization" of their "inner self"

St. Cutted form of "Salt"

It uses it/it's/itself pronouns

Also like with Salt themself earlier there some notes

"Rodya's inner self"

Creepy dude

Very Impulsive

Lies alot

It's physical form sees only Rodya/Salt and not everytime

Have mental problems (although i think This is the embodiment of all possible problems that Salt themselves have)

Not nice bro, not positive

It design was a bit different some time but once i accidentally drawn Rodya with star on eye and that give me an idea of make this a really weird and cool part of St.

Idk what else tell about it, but i like draw it alot too

I also have a younger version of Salt ^_^

And for young one i use he/him prns, he here about ten?? Or eleven. Innocent little lamb.

Here also a little more of Salt themself

Aaand ref with all of them

Annd here we go to my fo's!!!

Uhhm uhh so i hope you know that fo it's not only about romantic one

Sasha Nein is 100% my romantic f/o ^_^

I can mumbling about him for sooo long, but for now all i would say that I'm not sire about dynamic between him and salt, sometimes i like them being all nice but then i feel that rebzyxx songs are very them

Raz/Max it's like,,,,,, little siblings or kids to take care of, tehehe

Idk what much tell about them

Dion is really good brother for Salt. Sometimes Dion reminds me of Salt and i guess they would be great siblings (quarreling because they also both damn stubborn)

Postal Dude/Rodion/Daniel I consider like friends. Especially Dude. They like besties ^_^

And there left Irene. She new one actually and I'm still not sure about what kind of relationship she would have with Salt but i think about something more like "familiar" one too. Or romantic??

I still thinking about it.

[thekiddisnotmyson]

He's the standard so they gotta compare and try to break his achievements.

I'm only talking abt MJ I'm not very familiar with the Beatles. But regardless I'm still sure they were bigger than her atleast.

Anyways.

The 1984 Grammy Awards. Where Michael was the first artist to win 8 grammys for one night. For his album Thriller. ( A record he still holds as a solo artist for the most Grammy wins at one night). Is still to this day the most watched Grammy show with 51.67M views. 16.9M people watched the Grammys this year. If Taylor Swift is that famous why couldn't she pull more views?

Then in 1993 Michael performed at the Superbowl Halftime show. They begged him to perform there. He only agreed if they put an ad for his Heal LA foundation or something. And if could perform Heal the World. ( He also did other songs). Anyways. It's the most watched Superbowl Half-time show to this day. With 133.4M views in the US. And from this on it literally changed how people perform at the Half time show. Just Google It.

The viewership of this year's just the Superbowl ( also the game not Usher singing) were 123.4M. So MJ is basically bigger than this game. Go figure.

Mind you in 1993 there were 260.3M people in the US. Which means that over 50% watched his halftime performance. The current population in the US is at 341M. Which means abt 36% watched it.

The most watched televised interview. Was in 1993. Where Snak... I mean Oprah Interviewed Michael.

When his Black or White Music Video premiered on Television it was watched by 500 Million people Live. It's the largest audience for a Music Video premiere.

Like everyone knows Michael Jackson got famous without the internet or social media. They showed a bunch of stuff from the Western world to the Amazon Tribe. They didn't know what snow was, what 911 was. They didn't know about the moon landing. But most of them heard of Michael Jackson.

Minute: 3:26

He was crowned Prince in 1992 in Sanwi. They held a funeral after he died.

This was at March 2009 just months before he died. Mind you his last album was in 2001. His last tour was over a DECADE ago.

This was him waving at a crowd in a hotel.

Here he talks about his fame.

When you are that famous. It's not fun. It's torture. There is a reason why he wore sunglasses like almost constantly. If you are that famous you crave some privacy and you need to keep something to yourself and that is that people wouldn't be able to look you in the eyes.

His History Tour pulled an attendance of 4.5M people without even touring in the US. He did one show in Hawaii. The rest was overseas.

His Bad album sold 7 Million copies the first wek. And is still the highest selling first week album.

Speaking of high selling album. Thriller is to this day the best selling album. An album that outsolds many other artists whole discographies. He has 5 albums that sold over 20M Off the wall, Thriller, Bad, Dangerous and History.

He had a Top ten Hit in the Billboard Hot 100 for 5 consecutive Decades. 1970-2010. If you include the Jackson 5 it would be 6.

This is before the biopic even came out:

Also Michael was a Quality Artist. He didn't need to put out 3 albums every year to stay on top. Or make easter eggs or make fans speculate about what ex he was talking about. His art was good enough that he didn't need to pull these antics to get attention. His album Thriller didn't even had a tour. ( He had to tour with his brothers) and during that time he barely gave interviews. From what I've heard he believed that you shouldn't let people to much know and let them miss you. What Taylor Swift honestly doesn't do.

He is truly a celebrity among Celebrities. Many celebrities have spoken about being inspired by him. Usher, Justin Bieber, Lady Gaga, Beyonce, The Weeknd, Bruno Mars, Jung Kook, Jason Derulo, Celine Dion etc... He also heavily inspired KPOP artists.

In 2001 there was a Concert Celebration that celebrated 30 years of his solo career. Where they had artists like Usher, Whitney Houston, Marc Anthony, Destiny's ChiLd, Ray Charles sing his songs. And he performed at the end. A full on show that was just celebrating him. For being well him.

Beside that Michael was a black man who had to deal with racism. Got horrible press and jealous people trying to erase him with lies . While Taylor is a white woman getting hyped up by the media.

Beside that MTV wouldn't been able to exist without Michael. As the almost went bankrupt and he saved them with his music videos. Inspiring other artists in the future. He was the first black artist with heavy rotation on MTV. Which broke down racial barriers.

For some reason she has an award named after her like MJ does or did. Apparently racist MTV decided to remove it after that bs mockumentary. Anyways. Nobody outside her fanbase gives a f#ck about the award named after her. Let's be honest. Second Michael doesn't need MTV.

Anyways I think some of them are joking and setting her up on purpose. What is annoying that the media tried to gaslight the public that she is as big as him now.

@thekiddisnotmyson help swifties are comparing taylor to michael jackson again

[aquato-family-circus]

I can't help but feel a bit robbed that we never got moments in PN2 where Dion and Frazie made up with Raz. There was even recorded dialogue from Dion where he apologises and assures his little brother that he loves him that they had to cut. Just feels so unsatisfying not to get full resolution for the Aquato sub-plots.

I feel the disappointment, but I also think that, for how quickly everything’s happened…. Frazie and Dion are at a pretty understandable place by the end of the game: just still trying to process all the new information they’ve been given about their family and the lies about psychics they’ve learned aren’t true. It’s like Donatella said, their whole world’s been flipped upside down.

Augustus is only so quickly on the mend upward bc he’s both a mature enough man to see when he’s been wrong and he knows it’s his responsibility as a parent to make up for that wrongdoing.

It would feel nice to get that resolution, but also something I really liked abt the Aquatos is that they’re not perfect. I personally like being given the lose ends and being told “the family’s not perfect and Raz had a valid reason to run away, but things will get better… eventually!”

[lunar-lair]

man ok so like. aquato siblings huh

like the younger two? easy, give em a week of raz trying to make it up to them (once he realizes running away was Maybe a lil fucked even if he was totally sure it was the only way he could ever fulfill his dreams, also hes 10 so yknow. not Totally logical) and theyre like 'man w/e hes still our bro' yknow

give raz a week and a half, maybe, of kissing up to frazie (look at me! Remembering her name!!!!!!) for her to admit hes still her baby brother

and dion. tbth i dont know near enough about these kids to make these calls 100% already, but dion? this ones Weird.

i say give him a month. a month of raz desperately trying to get back in good graces with dion because dammit, thats still his brother. and hes not only tired of the side eyes and the passive aggressiveness, but really, he just wants things back to normal.

but dions a teen, and he seems, to me, insanely fucking stubborn.

and dion probably breaks when raz does. breaks down, that is.

because theres something about your little sibling crying that hurts your heart to its core.

so give em a month, only because raz takes that long to cry.

and then they can Finally just chill out and raz can help frazie with the psychic abilities she has and dion if he has any and they can be the partners in crime theyre meant to be and raz can help the younger ones be little rascals and they can all make sure raz doesnt fall into the background too much. because maybe dion was right, maybe they wouldntve noticed, because middle siblings do fall to the background a lot, and sometimes, everyone else has to make sure they dont. anyways thinks abt the aquato siblings bc i may be a middle sibling of only 3 but. relatable shit actually damb

[konkusuriuri]

sorry 4 a lot lol but spy/heavy/sniper/soldier

im just gonna answer all of them here bc bruce repeated the same characters other people sent me but ty everyone who sent one ily

also read more bc i fucking cant shut up

spy 

favorite thing about them

ghfkldjshkj i have a soft spot for trying dads :pensive: also he’s so fucking funny and i love how he talks ?? he’s such a fucking asshole but also he’s like sweet when he needs to be [like to Miss Pauling in the comics and when Scout was dying. also just the whole thing he says to Scout when he thinks hes dying makes me so fucking emo i fucking love one dad]

least favorite thing about them

ok real i like never get angrier playing in game than when im constantly being backstabbed by spies / my shit it getting sapped [but playing engie makes me so aggressive to begin w gfdghlksdhg] . about his actual character though ? uh . IDK REALLY LKJGHLKSJG 

favorite line

god he’s so fucking funny sometimes but really the whole speech he gives to scout in the comics when scout’s dying . also whatever he tells that baby in the smissmas comic is good . thats a dad !

brOTP

i was gonna try to pick out my fave buddies for him but i was really just listing all of the rest of the mercs glkhfdsjk but if i must limit myself Miss Pauling and Scout [his lesbian daughter and gay son]

OTP

SNIPERSPY ! close second is . literally like everyone else except pyro [and obvs anything deplorable]

nOTP

ok ignoring anything deplorable [including Pyro] . uhhh nothing rly . Spy ships are good

random headcanon

his first name is Léon ! and he’s in stealth abt being trans except to Sniper [obvs], Scout, Medic [Medic knows bc hes . the medic], and Heavy . also he learns tht he actually likes doing “dad” stuff with Scout [and Miss Pauling] through doing stupid shit with both of them . he also enjoys singing [and gets drunk during the holidays to sing holiday songs + play the piano] . also he’s half Japanese + wears colored contacts [bc i’ll die the day i give any of the mercs natural blue eyes]

unpopular opinion

UH idk many opinions about Spy bc i try to avoid most fandom spaces [despite running a discord server kjglhl] but i think . most of the time he’s overhyped [along with the other skinny white characters frm tf2] and theres a lot more interesting characters 

song i associate with them

fuck idk man Love by Of Monsters and Men or Killer Queen by Queen

favorite picture of them

im not looking for anything new ths is just what i have saved .

heavy

favorite thing about them

sweet giant russian man . also a bear [thank god] . also i love his family ?? and he’s just a cool dude ?? what’s not to love GOD I LOVE HEAVY

least favorite thing about them

not enough fan content for him :[

favorite line

he doesnt talk much but tht one line where he’s like “in russia, if hand is sick, you cut of hand, etc” tht ones so funny lkfdshlkjh i love heavy 

brOTP

again literally everyone all the mercs are best friends =__=

OTP

BABEY YOU ALREADY KNOW ITS HEAVYMEDIC

nOTP

again nothing weird [Scout or Pyro and obviously Miss Pauling]

random headcanon

autistic legend . he’s really bad at reading the room / people’s feelings and he feels bad about it sometimes . really bad at displaying emotions too . also in stealth about being trans [only out to Medic and Spy] . he smokes with Spy when he’s stressed and doesn’t drink that often . also one of the neater mercs [he was the oldest sibling !!] and had one of the cleanest rooms on base .

unpopular opinion

heavy is NOT just Medic’s bear boyfriend PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD give him more solo content @ the fandom . also he’s trans and theres like no art of it even tho he’s like . trans man legend.

song i associate with them

lemon boy - cavetown  .  shrug .

favorite picture of them

idk HOW i dont have ANY pics saved of Heavy besides pride icons but here you go 

sniper

favorite thing about them

stinky australian man . he has such creepy voice lines lgkjlkj . what is not to love  ? also sexy . 

least favorite thing about them

stinky . and creepy voice lines gkldhlkjds NO i love sniper sm again what is there not to love

favorite line

god his voice lines are so fucking good . all of them .

brOTP

SNIPER SCOUT BABY ! but really him w the rest of the mercs is good

OTP

SNIPERSPY . but again everyone else is good too . DemoSniper ?? very good .

nOTP

SPEEDINGBULLET . ITS SO FUCKING POPULAR TOO I WANNA DIE

random headcanon

he likes walking around a lot !! cant sit still very well . always smells like the outdoors [though not always in the best way .] can sleep almost anywhere . also not really good at picking up social cues but can wing it . cant socialize for very long periods of time without getting tired . really affectionate to people who know him . can catch any animal with his bare hands . sunglasses make it harder to see [esp in the base] but he wont admit it . really self reliant . has a lot of weird talents he just picked up while he was growing up . also he’s maori bc fuck canon .

unpopular opinion

THAT MAN IS NOT 30 YEARS OLD AND ALSO SPEEDINGBULLET IS SHIT . also like i said abt spy overhyped bc he’s white twink .

song i associate with them

UH vagabonds - misterwives or the wanderer - dion dimucci or rose colored boy - paramore 

favorite picture of them

idk if i have it saved but theres that one sexy panel frm the comic

i just have ths edit but u get it . sexy .

soldier

favorite thing about them

STUPID RACCOON MAN !!!! he’s so fucking funny and i love him so much he’s so sweet .

least favorite thing about them

UH not popular enough and some of his voice lines are dumb

favorite line

literally everything Soldier says is comedy gold esp the comics w Merasmus  

brOTP

again literally anyone

OTP

DEMOSOLDIER !! and also his 2nd boyfriend is Merasmus . soldier has two hands

nOTP

soldier/engie makes me wanna die 

random headcanon

he’s really as dumb as rocks but has a heart of gold . he’s smart in where it counts [THE HEART] . he likes helping people even if he fucks up . he collects different things but eventually gets bored of it and moves onto something else . kinda shy about his appearance ?? hence the helmet . one of the more outspoken mercs, he’s not afraid to speak up if someone needs him to . doesnt understand any of Medic/Engie/Demo’s inventions/work but he admires them for it anyway . a beacon of joy for the base . they all love soldier even if he gets violent accidentally 

unpopular opinion

HELMETPARTY IS NOT GOOD . idk much else about what the fanbase thinks of him

song i associate with them

god im running out of songs frm character playlists i made months ago tht arent tf2 related at all but We All Die Young - The Decemberists or Buzzcut Season - Lorde

favorite picture of them

HE HAS SUCH A GOOD SMILE

pyro - bruce sent me another ask w pyro on it but im lazy so im doing it here

favorite thing about them

LITTLE ARSON BABY !!!! I LOVE PYRO SO MUCH

least favorite thing about them

??????????? idk people hate pyro a lot for gameplay reasons but i could never be angry :]

favorite line

all of pyro’s lines are good esp the ones where it has multiple interpretations 

brOTP

ENGIE !! THATS HIS DAD !! also Scout . and really the rest of the mercs

OTP

none . 

nOTP

really anything except ig Scout . engiepyro ? exceptionally bad imo

random headcanon

the youngest of the mercs !! self conscious about his appearance . looks up to Spy bc MASK BUDDIES . gnc nb trans man [he/they pronouns] . sees engie as a dad figure and uses the muffledness of his speech to call him “dad” sometimes >:] !!  really affectionate . doesnt have many talents besides setting things on fire but willing to learn any . hates talking about his past . has the worst sleep schedule out of the mercs [medic being a close 2nd] . speaking of medic, medic is the only one who knows what he looks like [secret buddies !!] . also calls spy “dad” sometimes .

unpopular opinion

im so fucking sorry i dont know how to play pyro besides wm1 but also i really dont give a shit if other people do it . let people play however they want . 

song i associate with them

little pistol - mother mother / machine - misterwives / lost boy - ruth b 

favorite picture of them